I’m an introvert.
I spend a lot of time at home. I don’t like going out, really.
But I do go out to work. To get money so I can continue to have the introvert time…
And while the joke going around is that introverts are in heaven right now…..I’m not.
Due to the nature of my (personal situation) theater work, I have difficulty finding a “real” job to cover the time I’m not working.
There was already rumblings about next season being the make it or break it season for the theater company I work for…leaning heavily on the break it.
There is a high possibility…I won’t have a theater job to come back to…
This is a hard day. Guilt. Anxiety. They’re getting bored with the quarantine and are taking it out on me.
All I can do…is distract myself during the day…for the rest of this pandemic.
But even the distractions are starting to become…less distracting.
Anybut, I just needed to get this off my chest. Sometimes writing it out…purges it from my system. At the very least, this will free me up for a couple more days.
Stay safe everyone. Talk to those you love.
And for the love of all that is still good in this world…be smart and remember we’re all in this together. One way or another.